To be on display, especially when it's a potentially hostile group. The man watched me do it. I'd arrived late to the rehearsal-big surprise-and the wedding coordinator had seemed to believe that I would be a civilizing influence on the men, just because I happened to be a girl. Normally, he wouldn't have interrupted, but we were on a deadline tonight.
He didn't beat me the next time, he took a knife to me. It was like I hovered just in front of him. You'd enjoy it, and that's what bothers you. I'd never made Richard feel like that, that I knew of; no, he'd spent a great deal more time making me feel like a monster.
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